Whether you are a missionary on deputation, on furlough, or
on the field, your life is busy. (Maybe that is an understatement.)
I remember one furlough. The children were both school
age, and we had scheduled five
missions conferences, one after the other, in several different states. The
only “free time” was the necessary time on the road. By the fifth conference, I
was very sick. We had been trying to keep up with homeschooling. (Maybe we
should call it “van-schooling.” I was trying to teach backwards while rolling
down the highway. My husband joked that he understood sixth grade math very well!) We arrived at the final
conference after two full days of travel, on time and ready for anything—or so
I thought.
I had no voice. We enjoyed a beautiful kick-off banquet
in the gym and went into the church for the evening service. The pastor asked from the pulpit, “Sister Keiser, do you
sing?” (They tell you a missionary is supposed to be able to “preach, pray, or
die” at any time, but I think they should add “sing, teach, play the piano, and
homeschool.”) I’m no soloist, so I replied, “I sing with the family.” Within minutes, our family quartet was on stage
and belting out a missions song in both English and Spanish—well, most of us,
since I couldn't sing any better than I could talk. Our daughter sang lead; so
all was semi-okay. Near the end of that service, the pastor announced,
“Tomorrow night, Sister Keiser will be teaching our ladies.”
When the ladies gathered in the appointed space, I realized
for the first time that the “ladies” were from age three to ninety-three! Okay,
be flexible. Think on your feet. How can you include the little ones? Plus, I
still had no voice. I prayed one of my really profound prayers,
“Lord, HELP!!!!”
He did, and I was blessed, even if no one else was. Even
the little kids listened well, and we got through it. “Thank you, Lord!”
At our next destination, I crashed—emotionally,
physically, you name it—crashed! I was not worth anything for about 24 hours. I
felt as though I had been run over by a truck—an eighteen-wheeler—several times.
I have always questioned some of the missions songs we
sing. For example, “Let me burn out for Thee, dear
Lord,
Burn and wear out for Thee.
Don’t let me rust . . .
Until I burn out for
Thee.”*
Does God really want us
to wear out, burn out, and ultimately completely crash out? Are we supposed to
serve and serve and serve and not have time to think, pray, meditate, and get
close to the Lord? Are we really meant to hit our mission field running and
keep running until we cannot run? What about our husband, children, family
times?
Tough, isn’t it?
We have the biblical answer in
one of my favorite passages, Luke 10:38-40. It is the well-known story of Jesus
in the home of Mary and Martha. Martha cooked and complained, and Mary sat
at Jesus’ feet, and heard his word (verse 39b). Jesus called Mary’s choice that good part,
which shall not be taken away from her
(verse 42b).
Jesus also said, one thing is needful (verse 42a).
Think of it: both Mary and
Martha had the opportunity to hear the Word of God, in person, from the mouth
of their Messiah! Mary took that opportunity while Martha banged around in the
kitchen, huffing and puffing about how Mary was not helping.
Jesus said one thing was needful. He did not
say that it wasn't important to have dinner. He did not criticize Martha’s
making a good meal. He said that His Word was most needful.
You have the demands of
husband, children, homeschooling, Sunday school class, young people’s
activities, and women’s meetings. You clean the church, pass out tracts, and
try to keep your house in a semblance of order. You entertain guests and cook
“from scratch.” You feed groups of hungry young people, organize, and plan. You
do laundry for your large family and any guests you may have. You might be your
husband’s secretary and write prayer letters . . . . Are we tired yet?
We have the Word of God at our
fingertips. It isn't exactly the same as having Jesus in your living room, but
it is still His Word, Person to person, just as it was with Mary and Martha. It
is quick, and powerful, and
sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul
and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts
and intents of the heart (Hebrews 4:12). The Bible is a living book. It ministers to your soul. God
actually speaks in Person to you.
Are you taking the time to sit at Jesus’ feet? Are you
listening to Him? Are you worshiping Him? Are you pouring your heart out in
prayer?
“Oh, Sister,” you might say, “I am a missionary. Why are you writing this to me?”
I am a missionary, too. I understand the effort it takes
to have a daily time with the Lord, especially when the kids are small and you are
homeschooling. You have to “make” time to get to know God. Then, you really enjoy
sitting at His feet. You become like Mary.
Wherewithal shall a young man (or missionary woman of any age) cleanse his (her) way? By
taking heed thereto according to thy word. With my whole heart have I sought
thee: O let me not wander from thy commandments. Thy word have I hid in mine
heart, that I might not sin against thee. Blessed art thou, O LORD: teach me
thy statutes. With my lips have I declared all the judgments of thy mouth. I
have rejoiced in the way of thy testimonies, as much as in all riches. I will
meditate in thy precepts, and have respect unto thy ways. I will delight myself
in thy statutes: I will not forget thy word (Psalm 119:9-16).
May we all choose that
good part. It will not be taken away from us.
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*I realize that this song also
holds lots of good doctrine and true missionary zeal. I only have problems with
the idea of burning out. You never see that in the Bible.
A big, wholehearted, fully persuaded AMEN to this post! I want to consistently be a "one thing" Christian like Mary. Thank for sharing!
ReplyDeleteGreat Post! Those last verses is the passage we are learning together here as a church family.
ReplyDeleteGreat post. Thank you for the much needed reminder! I agree about burning out. We don't read of Christ burning out.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing these words of wisdom and experience...How true they are!
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing this, Lou Ann. I remember hearing my mother say, "Whether you rust out or burn out - either way, you're out!" We don't run marathons the same way we run sprints. I've scheduled Edify Hub's Facebook page and Twitter feed to share a link to this post on Monday. It's an excellent reminder.
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