Being a missionary
in Spain, I quickly adopted the folk hero Don Quixote. Yes, he’s the
nut who fought a windmill—among other things—and believed only the best
about everyone. The knight Quixote was a starry-eyed idealist who always wanted
the good.
. . . And so do
we!
We may not get knocked off our horses by windmills or
farmers, but we will joust with the enemy, just the same.
The enemy has many
forms. (I’m not talking about the enemy of our souls, here. I’m talking
about typical missionary enemies—those things that could easily defeat us.)
It might be the
hardships of the field itself. I think of those of you in third world
countries where electricity is iffy, water supply is iffy, the government and
all its officials are corrupt, and you need patience every. single. day. Dust
permeates every corner of your home—even an hour after you dust and mop. Or you might live in a large city where the only “yard” you have is the one you
create on your balcony. You live in a concrete jungle where the neighbors are
critical and the traffic is crazy. You have to travel just to see something
natural and green. (Your kids have no idea where milk comes from!) You feel
penned in and often get cabin fever. I think of those fields where the harvest
isn’t even green yet, let alone ready—like Europe. You rejoice when
anyone is interested in coming to
church. Anyone! I think of the
“hardships” of the abundant harvests. How in the world can you possibly
disciple 263 new believers? (I made up the number.) How can you counsel and
meet their needs with only two pastors and their wives?
The enemy might be your body. It’s daunting to hear of missionaries’ physical
challenges. We’re all only flesh. Every woman in ministry sooner or later faces
an injury, sickness, hormonal challenges, pain, or just plain exhausted
tiredness.
The enemy might be
mental. Between the ears is where the hardest spiritual battles are fought.
Love that person who’s trying your patience. Yield to your husband when you
aren’t feeling perky. Enjoy Sundays when only your family and five more people
show up for services. Get excited about distributing gospel tracts when there
hasn’t been one response in three years. Clean up after inconsiderate people
trash the church or on purpose soil the bathrooms. Keep smiling and being
sweet, knowing your labor is not in vain
in the Lord (from 1 Corinthians 15:58). Look to Jesus and not at people.
The enemy might be
clutter: house clutter, mental clutter, over-commitment, social media,
disorganization . . . . There are many ways we clutter our lives.
The enemy may be
criticism. (Now, there will always be critics. Most of them are only
mindlessly commenting on something they don’t like. Not everyone will be
pleased all the time. That’s only normal.) Sometimes, the criticism is actually
cruel attacking. It may be aimed at your pastor, husband, or directly at you. It
might come from another Christian, another pastor, or an outside source. If you
read missionary biographies—I heartily recommend it—you’ll find you’re not
alone. If you read the Psalms, you’ll see you’re not alone. If you study the
Perfect Lord Himself, you’ll find that no one is immune to cruel, unjust
criticism.
The enemy might be
time. It keeps ticking away. Your day is too short. The week flies by.
Dinner has to be made right after you cleaned up the lunch dishes. Guests
are arriving in an hour, and there are still beds to make and the “last
touches” to do. Homeschooling is behind schedule for the year. Your pregnancy
has slowed you down. Where did May go, anyway?
The enemy might be
your family or lack thereof. You harbor resentment against your mission calling
because you haven’t seen your folks back home in years—except by pixelated
Skype. You’re not happy because hubby’s occupied day and night. (When was the
last time you had a date?) You’re up every two hours with
the baby. The five-year-old hits and bites. Your teenager is tempted with the
world, and you don’t have all the answers. If you didn’t have fifteen children,
you’d have more time for ministry. You’re childless, and you long for a child
to love. You’re single, and you’d like to have some company on your
journey.
The enemy is you.
The cartoon character Pogo famously said, “We have met the enemy, and he is
us.” (In our case, it’s “she is us.”)
So what does Don Quixote do and . . .
What do we do?
- Remember that ultimately, the fight is for the right. Fight the
good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life,
whereunto thou art also called, and hast professed a good profession before
many witnesses (1 Timothy 6:12).
- Keep your armor
on. Put on
the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the
devil (Ephesians 6:11, also 12-18).
- Think about the good, not the bad. Finally, brethren,
whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are
just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever
things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise,
think on these things (Philippians 4:8).
- Rejoice that the battle is already won in Christ. But thanks be to
God, which giveth us the victory through our
Lord Jesus Christ (1 Corinthians 15:57). For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the
world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith (1 John 5:4).
- "Eat" regularly. Become
a Berean Bible student. These were more noble than those in Thessalonica, in that
they received the word with all readiness of mind, and searched the scriptures daily, whether those things were so (Acts 17:11).
- Deny self daily. And he said to them
all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross
daily,
and follow me (Luke 9:23).
- Have a thankful spirit.
Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the
Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ
(Ephesians 5:20).
- Be joyful in the Lord. Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice (Philippians 4:4)
God bless you, fellow knights! ¡Adelante! (Onward!)